Ali Barone

Life gets hard.  Real hard.  Harder than a space age polymer.  Harder that the head of the inexorable boyfriend.  Hard.  Sometimes all I can do is take a moment sit and meditate on what is being presented to me. Why are these situations in my life?  Am I being tested?  What can I pro actively do to make myself more comfortable, move forward, vibrate higher.  OR.... Am I in the eye of a lesson, I need to sit with my feelings, be in the moment, chew my unease.  There is no blueprint, book, or guru who can tell you what is going to happen.  Believe me I have tried.  I have been to COUNTLESS Psychics, Channels, Mystics.  I've had Rolfing, Reiki, been to Iridologists, Acupuncturists, Chinese doctors, Nutritionists, Spiritual healers.  I've had pranic healing, and laying of the hands..  the search continues.

My point being is sometimes the message is just be.  The universe is taking care of everything.  What is difficult today may have a different light tomorrow.  No matter what happens it is what is supposed to happen.  God's big plan.  There are no mistakes, you can't fuck it up.  The universe is going to get you to where you need to be weather you scream and fight, drag your feet, or surrender and be gently carried.  The big clusterfuck for me is staying out of the results "what's gonna happen?  what if.. what if... what if...   "what if" will either become "what is" or not.  Why worry about it now.  And here is the gold.  All we need to do is be strong, fight hard for what we believe in and let the universe organize around us.  It's all being done for us.  Everything.  Meant to be and not meant to be is the good news.  Both.  I once heard someone say God has only 2 answers to your prayers... "Yes" and "Not now, I have something better in store for you".