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When food doesn't taste anymore.
I go through a phase every once in a while where food does not satisfy. Sometimes I cant even chew it. This is a corner I turn only when I have a severe situation in my life. I call it "dead babies" when the food in my mouth feels like the texture of dead babies and I can't even swallow.
But right now It just doesn't taste good. I just ate a disappointing bowl of granola for instance. All signs would point to a delicious choice, 1st pass out of a fresh bag of vanilla almond granola, frosty cold vanilla soy milk and a lovely spot in the sun to enjoy. I made it about 1/2 way through then let out an disgruntled sigh I usually only hear my black lab Angus blow when he's bored.
I started really feeling the matter in my mouth. Cardboard in taste and structure. The liquid was clinical. It was making my jaw hurt.
What I want to know is... why can't I just enjoy my food? Is it because I am vegan? As I age are my taste buds dilapidating? Or is this just a symptom of a larger disorder? Is my lack of interest in food linked to a potential whiling spiral of fatigue in another aspect of my life?????
I need answers.
And something delicious.
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This is the way I am with food, but only because of the caloric intake. I've had anoexia nervosa for 2 years now, and I just can't enjoy anything anymore without guilt, disgust and worry. I guess you need to ask yourself some serious questions and try to get to the bottom of things fast. Hope everything turns out ok for you. Comment or message me if you want to talk, love you truly.
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